Loneliness

The pain just cuts,

Deeper and deeper,

Through my skin,

To the bone,

Nothing good,

Only bad,

Nothing happy,

Only sad,

Blackness,

Dispair,

No hope in sight,

Nothing bright,

I see nothing ahead,

No future,

The past is a blur,

It doesn't matter any more,

That's how it feels,

Alone in a world,

With no one by your side,

Emptinesss,

No one to care for,

No one who cares for you,

Nobody to hold you close,

Alone

Sunshine

When I read a text from you,

My face lights up with a smile.

When I think about you,

I get the best feeling by a mile.

I can't wait to spend my time with you,

I want to hang out all the time.

I want to be with you,

I need you by my side.

You are the light,

At the end of the dark alley.

You are the stars,

In the night.

Every moment that passes,

I have you on my mind.

Hand in hand,

You and me.

When I'm with you,

Everything seems perfect.

I could never imagine,

A better time.

Happiness fills the air,

Laughter can be heard.

A smile is always on my face,

Your hand in mine.

You mean so much to me,

You make me warm inside.

You are the sunshine,

In my life.

A Dream

Numbers buzzing around my head,
Lines, curves, squiggles,

Pencils and pens clutter the desk,

Paper all over the place.

My mind racing,

Heart beating,

Hand writing,

Ears listening.

My imagination runs wild,

Can't stop it now,

No slowing down,

It's the ride of my life.

Shapes and figures start to form,

Colors immerge as if they just appeared,

Designs and patters now fill the page,

The project is marvelous.

Stunning and breathtaking,

It pops out of the page,

Everyone awes at it,

But it is not finished yet.

I keep drawing, sketching, erasing,

It's not perfect right now,

But it has to be, 

In order to be complete.

A Thunk is heard,

My pencil hits the floor,

I step back,

I smile.

It is done,

Finished, 

My masterwork,

My Dream

Beginnings and Endings

Everything has a beginning,

Not everything has an end,

Then why do we wait for things to end,

Sitting there,

Waiting, knowing, 

That the end will come sometime,

Whether it is tomorrow, 

Or a hundred years from now,

We wait, we know, we think,

Endings mean new beginnings,

Endings mean sadness,

Endings mean hope,

Don't sit there waiting for the end,

Live, dream, 

Hope, accomplish

Live in the moment,

Live your dreams,

Live your life with no regrets,

It is your life,

Your choice,

Don't waste it waiting,

Because before you know it,

You will be done waiting,

And you won't get a second chance.

Just Thought I'd Let You Know

When I say I had a great time,

I mean I had one of the best times of my life,

When I say a band review was great,

I mean I was thinking abou tyou the whole time.

When I say I had a nice weekend,

I mean it sucked without you there,

But when I say I love you,

I mean exactly what I say.

When I see your smile,

I think how lucky I am,

To see you everyday,

And have you in my life.

When you hold my hand, 

I think abou tthe past,

Remembering every moment,

Wanting it to last.

When I'm sitting on the band bus at 12 a.m.,

I wish you were sitting beside me,

So I can sleep on your shoulder, 

And hold your hand.

When I think about the times,

Moments we spent together,

I want so many more great times to come,

And I can't wait to see you again.

When your here beside me,

I have only one thing on my mind,

How I never want this to end,

You are the best thing in my life.

Hope

The city lies under a blanket of fog,

As headlights navigate through the maze,

Eager eyes glare out,

Trying to find something,

Someone to hold on to, 

Anything, hope courage, love,

They need it more then ever

There is only one person,

That provides a safety net,

A reliable person,

Her smile a shimmer of hope,

Her laugh like a melody, 

The only thing that keeps me going,

The only feeling of belonging,

Seeing her everyday.